I don’t know my origin.
And all I remember is ... nothingness.An AU RP of Xià Sīnì from Dumb Husky and His White Cat Shizun.

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— I am ... here.
A long time ago, there was a man who betrayed his leader. He’s called Xiaoman. Xiaoman was an orphan and someone adopted him in Lin’An. His family wasn’t well-off but Xiaoman was happy with his life. Until ... a crack formed in the sky and tragedy falls upon Lin’An. The ninth demon king descended and brought its calamity in the city. Lin’An couldn’t stand such tragedy and many citizens found dead in the later days, Xiaoman’s adopted father was one of them.To lose someone important made Xiaoman depressed and did something stupid in his life, he betrayed their leader — Chu Xun and it makes the leader lost his beloved son, Chu Lan in the hand of his dead wife. Years were passed, Xiaoman did regret his decision and he was doing everything he could do but the ninth demon king found his doing. Thus he was exiled to the human world. There was no Xiaoman anymore, but Master Huaizui.Master Huaizui become a monk in the later days at Wubei Temple. He did everything to help humans because he knew that his leader will do the same or even ... more than this. His life was grey, nothing could sweep his guilt toward Chu Xun until he found a Flame Emperor Divine Wood. It seems God didn’t really leave him and a miracle was coming to his door.A Flame Emperor Divine Wood was formed thousands years ago and an ancient book mentioned its function as a kind miracle who will revives a brand new human. Huaizui was thrilled and found a crazy idea, thus he carved thousands of Chu Lan dolls before using the Flame Emperor Divine Wood. Nothing was wrong with his ritual and a kid named Chu Wanning was born later.But ... Huaizui made a mistake. He was so happy that he forgot to clean the remaining of his ritual. There was nothing wrong until Chu Wanning decided to leave Wubei Temple and bid a good bye to his shizun, Master Huaizui.At this moment, something was formed with the remaining material from his ritual years ago. Huaizui was terrified when he found a child. And a deep guilt for Chu Wanning makes him more afraid to approach the little kid. Thus he chose to shut his mouth and send the little kid to other monk with an excuse.— Master called me Xia Sini.
Xia Sini looks like Chu Wanning very much. Even his preference was the same with the older man. And it makes them believe that he was a little brother of Chu Wanning, but the people at Wubei Temple didn’t really dare to question his origin.Xia Sini couldn’t express his emotions that much and it has something to do with his ‘sudden’ arrival in the Temple that night. Because it feels like his ritual wasn’t perfect as Chu Wanning. Master Huaizui didn’t care either about the reason but he wrote a letter to Xia Sini in the next six months after his arrival.— . . . Am I unloved?
The monks argued that day. But Master Huaizui has a final say and it was to send Xia Sini to Sisheng Peak and bring him to Chu Wanning, his ex-disciple.Xia Sini was staying still and nods as he was brought to a foreign place. His willingness was much more like a doll who only knows how to say yes to its Master.Could Chu Wanning accept the arrival of Xia Sini?

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